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holding him in another way. Christ, he needed this man and could not bury it anymore.
 When I m with you, I feel connected to the world and the way I think a normal person is
supposed to feel. I feel like I matter to you.
Christian rubbed his lips across Jonah s cheeks, and forehead, nose, connecting. The
light touches felt so damn loving Jonah couldn t hide anything or shut up.  But I m scared
shitless that I m going to lose you, and I can t stop these terrible pictures from crippling me.
He turned his head, found Christian s mouth, and captured it in a kiss to stifle a sob. He
kissed Christian with every desperate feeling in him, and he swore Christian absorbed every
bit of it and gave him strength in return. The kiss grew deeper and more frantic, and with it,
Christian started to move, digging slow thrusts into Jonah s ass with his embedded cock.
Jonah gasped with a mixture of pain and pleasure, and Christian took the opportunity to sink
his tongue deep inside Jonah s mouth, mimicking every slide of his shaft into Jonah s channel
below.
Jonah s dick jammed into Christian s belly with every shove down, and after a few
pokes, Christian released one of Jonah s hands and dived between their stomachs, taking
Jonah s prick in his fist. Christian squeezed Jonah s length and pulled up from the base,
making Jonah s passage ripple around Christian s cock in kind. In response, Jonah grabbed
Christian s upper arm and started thrusting upward with every push downward from
Christian. He clamped his fingers on Christian s hard biceps with each slide of hand on his
erection or thrust in his ass. Christian had a beautiful body, and it could do such amazing
things to Jonah that he whimpered with overwhelming feeling, both physical and emotional.
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Christian bit at Jonah s kiss-swollen lips and looked into his eyes.  Finish it, Jonah, he
said, his voice as strong as the pounding and jerking he continued to deliver to Jonah s body.
 You re not there yet.
Jonah slid his hand up Christian s arm and clung to Christian s neck, keeping their lips
nearly touching and their gazes so close everything was a blur.  I m scared to stay here in
Coleman. The raw confession ripped through him in a rough wave, tearing up his clogged
throat.  But I don t want to go. I don t want to leave you. He pressed his lips to Christian s
and squeezed his eyes shut.  I love you, Christian. Please don t let me run.
Gentle fingers wiped the corners of his eyes.  You re not going anywhere, baby.
Christian teased the tip of his tongue through Jonah s lips.  I love you too, he confessed,
sending the words directly into Jonah s mouth and down into his soul.  I promise.
Jonah s eyes popped open, and he found Christian waiting for him there, patient and
with a soft smile. Christian nodded.  I swear.
 Yeah?
Christian grazed Jonah s face with the tips of his fingers.  Yeah.
No movement. With Christian s body as still as Jonah s, and nothing more than words
and a stare, both men came. Christian s hot seed filled Jonah s ass, warming his walls at the
same time Jonah released on Christian s stomach, splashing him with thick lines of cum.
Their bodies pulsed in tandem, and their breathing became one as well.
After a long moment of silence that hung suspended in the air, Christian exhaled and
shifted to his side, taking Jonah with him. Still buried inside Jonah, Christian soothed the
small of Jonah s back with one hand and brushed the back of his other across Jonah s cheek
and into his hair. Christian looked at Jonah, offered a soft smile, and Jonah lost his heart all
over again.
 I ve been scared to push you to talk to me, Christian started. He continued to pet at
Jonah as he did.  You set me off today, though. I prayed I wasn t going to lose you over it,
but I couldn t hold back anymore, and I couldn t let you do it either. Not if it meant you
leaving.
Jonah captured Christian s hand and trapped it against his heart, letting him feel the
beating there that existed for Christian.  How did you know? That I love you, when I hadn t
even said the words to myself. Jonah opened his mouth, but nothing more came out.
Christian s gaze softened, and once again, it was as if he could see Jonah s thoughts that
he didn t yet know how to fully express.  When you said you d put in motion buying the
house over a week ago, I trusted that I knew how you felt then, even though you d pulled
way back with me since. Christian dipped down and pressed a kiss to Jonah s hand.  I had to
take a chance. I didn t want you to leave.
 I didn t want to go. It was rusty, and the words still scraped when they came out, but
Jonah forced himself to find them and give them to Christian.  I don t know anything about
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these things I m feeling or how I can be sure about them or how I can trust that it s real
when it happened so fast, but I know I love you and that it s right. Jonah reached between
them and rubbed the tattoo on his belly. Under the stickiness of seed, he swore it burned hot
with approval.
Following Jonah s hand with his, Christian stroked over the tattoo Jonah fingered.  Tell
me about that one, he requested.  With the meaning the one on your shoulder has, I know
this one must hold something important for you too.
Jonah rolled onto his back, and with it, finally separated his body from Christian s.
Christian sat up and crossed his legs, and Jonah put one hand on Christian s thigh, needing
the connection. With the other, he traced the key in the center of the design.  The key I had
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